The sky looks pissed , the winds talks back , my bones are shifting in my skin , and you my love are gone

I leave the gas on walk the alleys in the dark sleep with candles burning I leave the door unlocked I'm weaving a rope and running all the red lights did I get your attention ? cause I'm sending all the signs that the clock is ticking and I'll be giving my two weeks pick your favorite shade of black you best prepare a speech say something funny say something sweet but don't say that you loved me I'm still breathing but we've been dead for a while this sickness has no cure we're going down for sure already lost a grip best abandoned ship maybe I was too pale maybe I was to fat maybe you had better better luck in the sack no formal education and I swore way to much I swear you didn't care cause we were in love so as I write this letter and shed my last tear it's all for the better that we end this here lets close this chapter say one last prayer but don't say that you loved me cause I'm still breathing but we've been dead for a while this sickness has no cure we're going down for sure we've been diagnosed so lets give up the ghost .